We got to move on.

Before i start blogging about the whole incident that happened, thank you Jensen and Onyi for being there.

I’m sure most of you heard about it. From my blog, from the smses that was being sent around and from the phonecalls made.

Life is unpredictable, it sure is. Life is so fragile, it’s like a glass. It was unexpected, it’s like a joke. But, that’s the truth, and we can’t change it.

Yesterday, i was having a nap when i received a call from Guanzhong. I just chose to ignore it. I was too tired and i just wanted to sleep. Then, he texted me. I read the message thinking that he was just trying to joke with me and i called him. I told him, stop it because it ain’t funny. After much persuasion from him, trying to convince me that it wasn’t a joke, i broke down. All the times spent with Boon started to flash across my mind. Basketball, cc, hawker, etc etc.

We all went down to his wake. I saw so many familiar faces. It suddenly dawned upon me, are funerals and weddings the only way for old friends to meet up?

What hurts me most was the picture there. He was smiling.. smiling so happily, so innocently.. I start to cry again. Will we ever get to see him smile like that anymore? Sadly, no..

Everytime i talk about him, my eyes gets teary..

I got to know him together with Guanzhong, Benoni, Jongfoo etc etc.. The first guy i actually fell for.. The first guy who actually taught me how to put my feelings into someone. He’s someone.. who actually let me feel jealous because i see him talking to other girls for the first time, someone.. who made me really happy just because he smile at me.

boon, remember the finger band you gave to me on my birthday? The one that we both got? Yours was black, mine was white. It’s still with me. :) The first gift i gotten from a guy.

The image of us playing Basketball at the Cc still appears in my mind. You’ll always say.. “HEI HEI!” and smile.. Your ‘mi mi yan’.. Your smile..

We didn’t got together, but it’s okay.

It’s hard.. it was really very hard to digest the fact that.. a 19 year old guy just left his family, his friends and gf just like that.

it’s heartbreaking, it’s devastating. But through this whole incident, i’m sure the people around me learn to treasure everything around us because.. we do not know what might happen at the very next minute.

Can i wake up tomorrow, and receive a sms from him telling me that he’s fine..

Why did you give me so many memories.. Now it’s hard to forget you.

Farewell my friend, rest in peace. We will all miss you and remember you.

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It’s so sudden..

To all the friends of Boonkeong,

he passed away last night at 2am due to a bike accident.

If you wish to pay him his last visit, the address is Block 37, Sin ming Drive, Near Zhi du an temple.

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It’s really time.

Meow.

hahaha!

Practically stoning the whole entire day.

Okay, normal looking me this time! Haha

My hair is long!! Don’t you agree? :D

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Upside down.

You know, the other time i met up with the mss clique, Hongqing told me he actually got a fine of $200 for littering at Causeway point. I couldn’t stop laughing. It’s like.. so dumb! Hahaha. There are dustbins almost everywhere! Haha.

Okay, i stayed at home the whole entire day. And i’ve been playing with my webcam the whole entire time. What to do, too bored. Sissy went to Jb, can’t wait for her to be home.

I don’t know what to blog about. Want to see more of my dumb webcam pictures? :X

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Don’t stop.

I found out something really cute bout my webcam. Hahaha.

Pictures, really dumb pictures.

I’m a chef!

Now, who threw the pizza onto my head!!

O.o

:’(

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Hahahaha!

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My heart.

I just woke up, and it’s 5.30pm now. Haha. I slept at 6.30am last night.

Pictures taken using Happie!

I love you girls! (:

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Hopes.

I met up with Cheris, Lijie and Joan! We went to Geylang for steamboat. Bugis to play arcade than to the roof garden near Li’s place! And i saw shooting stars! TWICE! OMFGZ. I always get really excited when i see shooting stars. This time, i made wishes for my family and friends.

I’m a happy panda.

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Save me.

My pretty lappie! :) It’s called Happie cause it makes me happy! :D thanks mommy!

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Choke and die.

I’m so damn tired.

I’ve been feeling really bored these days, i watched tv, i read the newspapers. And i’ve seen the news about the earthquake. I almost cried and hated mother nature for using such a way to control the population of the world. The earthquake killed so many people, some lucky ones were found alive and rescued, some, may still be alive, but probably still hidden underneath. The unlucky ones were buried alive. Don’t you think we’re really lucky? We survived the Tsunami. And there’s no earthquake in singapore, let alone floods, draughts or whatsoever.

There was a case of a man who got rescued, and when they found him, he was hugging his dead wife. Can you imagine? Having your love ones so close to you but you know that they are no longer there?

Another case, this young girl was rescued, on her birthday. Lucky isn’t she? The moment she was being rescued, the people around her sang her a birthday song. While she was being trapped inside, her brother was out there, talking to her, giving her the encouragment. Can you imagine what would have happened if she gave up? I realised, whatever problem i’m having now can easily be solved. But whatever they are facing now is nothing but life and death.

58 countries were being affected by the earthquake. If i’m not wrong, the death toll could reach 50 000. Children, adults and animals, none were spared. Millions of people were left homeless.

Singapore could easily be whipped out in mere seconds if there was an earthquake. Our country is just like a peanut. We should really be thankful that we’re not affected. Treasure our lifes. ):

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Full House.

I’m going to bring oppa for Bowling when i got money!

Last night, i met Onyi along with Kai/Patrick/starfish at clark quay and it was an unexpected clubbing night! I was dressed in shorts and a tank top. I definitely look super outta place. We went The Arena and Lychee martini was free flow. I’m damn sick of the martini smell. Lol. Didn’t ate for much for the past 3 days and i drank on an empty stomach. I wasn’t feeling well so Oppa came and fetch me. I miss oppa! Haven’t been seeing him for a week plus until yesterday. Slept a little in his car and i was whining the whole journey because of my tummy. It hurts like *&#(*)&#(&#$. Ate Ban mian for supper then we went back to sleep. lol. I was fucking tired that night. I woke up at 11? Prepared and accompany oppa to deliver the goods to all the outlets of Man Jia le.

Oh, received a sms from ____ telling me that my _____ will be arriving tomorrow! Yay! Will post pictures of it when i get it. Secret. (:

I’m a happy panda now minus the heartache! :D

I love my template. Green! :D

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