Before i start blogging about the whole incident that happened, thank you Jensen and Onyi for being there.
I’m sure most of you heard about it. From my blog, from the smses that was being sent around and from the phonecalls made.
Life is unpredictable, it sure is. Life is so fragile, it’s like a glass. It was unexpected, it’s like a joke. But, that’s the truth, and we can’t change it.
Yesterday, i was having a nap when i received a call from Guanzhong. I just chose to ignore it. I was too tired and i just wanted to sleep. Then, he texted me. I read the message thinking that he was just trying to joke with me and i called him. I told him, stop it because it ain’t funny. After much persuasion from him, trying to convince me that it wasn’t a joke, i broke down. All the times spent with Boon started to flash across my mind. Basketball, cc, hawker, etc etc.
We all went down to his wake. I saw so many familiar faces. It suddenly dawned upon me, are funerals and weddings the only way for old friends to meet up?
What hurts me most was the picture there. He was smiling.. smiling so happily, so innocently.. I start to cry again. Will we ever get to see him smile like that anymore? Sadly, no..
Everytime i talk about him, my eyes gets teary..
I got to know him together with Guanzhong, Benoni, Jongfoo etc etc.. The first guy i actually fell for.. The first guy who actually taught me how to put my feelings into someone. He’s someone.. who actually let me feel jealous because i see him talking to other girls for the first time, someone.. who made me really happy just because he smile at me.
boon, remember the finger band you gave to me on my birthday? The one that we both got? Yours was black, mine was white. It’s still with me.
The first gift i gotten from a guy.
The image of us playing Basketball at the Cc still appears in my mind. You’ll always say.. “HEI HEI!” and smile.. Your ‘mi mi yan’.. Your smile..
We didn’t got together, but it’s okay.
It’s hard.. it was really very hard to digest the fact that.. a 19 year old guy just left his family, his friends and gf just like that.
it’s heartbreaking, it’s devastating. But through this whole incident, i’m sure the people around me learn to treasure everything around us because.. we do not know what might happen at the very next minute.
Can i wake up tomorrow, and receive a sms from him telling me that he’s fine..
Why did you give me so many memories.. Now it’s hard to forget you.
Farewell my friend, rest in peace. We will all miss you and remember you.



















