Just now, the moth was circling around me.. I told Jensen and he asked me to let it be, cause he might be saying his last goodbye. I looked at it circle and fly around me, so carefree.. i told Jianwen, and the next minute.. i look up.. it’s gone.. I went all over my house, looking for him.. I couldn’t find it. I sat on the floor and cry.
I think i’m going crazy. I don’t know why the hell am i feeling so affected by all this.