My Escapade.

I’m super tired.

I miss you so much baby. We’re prolly losing our fate because when you’re free to meet me, i’m out with my friends. When i stay home to wait for you, you were busy with your work.  I haven’t met you for days already. Can you like, give me one day outta your busy schedule so we can spend some time together?

I miss you. (:

You know that i’ll still support you despite everything. Even when i say i’m washing my hands off.. you know i don’t mean it do you.

I’m just frustrated cause i can’t see you.

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You know, even when i got a bf now, it doesn’t mean i wanna lose my friends. I spend more time together with my friends than him now.

Why no comments still. Only one pathetic comment from Soonyan. Making me siannnnnn to blog. All of you only miss me when i’m gone huh? ):

YOU GOTTO MISS ME WHEN IM GONE, OH~ OH~ YOU GOT TO MISS ME WHEN I’M GONE.. YEAH~ YEAH~

I almost died, from laughter after recieving a message from friendster today. It goes like that, “heyys, iiee thinks eurr cutes! Can wiee be fwens?”

Something like that, can’t really remember much cause i deleted it right after reading.

Sowwie horss, miee duncch likexx tUu biee fwenns widd strangers norhx, marmie saeee laterrx kanaaa conned. LAterr euu becum an0th3r ediSon howwS? Buttt cannorts bieee larhxx. Edis0n soooo shuaixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, euuu soooooo kanasai. Machiamss heav3n and EarTh gr33n tea lehx. Yi tian yi di.

Nehnehpok. Can you tell me how they managed to type like that? So tiring. In the past, people used to use short forms. Nowadays youngster, the longer the better issit?! euuuu alll sibeeiii deee cutees nerhx!!

I almost fell off my chair. Don’t come w0rx w0rx at me. I’ll slap the shit outta you.

So funny, but at the same time frustrating. 

A very familiar theme i supposed? I don’t remember if it was Joan or Lili who used it. But i’m done and over with the dull and ugly looking black skin so here’s something new!

Oh btw, people leave me comments!? This is a dying blog. So revive it!

Yesterday, my mood was dampened at St james because of a message right? It was because baby texted me saying that, “we are really two different people, but we are together.”

Okay, i’m probably too overly sensitive that i started thinking too deeply into it.

But seriously, obviously we are two different people what! You’re a guy, i’m a girl. You’ve got short hair, i’ve got long hair. ): Just because i club or pub and you don’t, doesn’t makes us that different right? Anyway, i was pretty hurt. You made me think that you don’t want to be with me for a second.

Haven’t you heard of opposite attractions? That makes me attracted to you what! You plays soccer, while i know nuts about soccer. So i’ll always go “wow” when i see you doing some stunts with the ball.

Stop asking me, “but we’re really different, don’t you think so?”

Because if you do, i swear i’ll knock your brains off!

You’ve got a penis and i don’t! THAT’S THE DIFFERENCE!

Okay, how many people laughed at the last sentence. Haha, cause i shocked myself by typing that. TRUE RIGHT.

Sometimes i really cannot stand my mom. Getting so worked up over small little things. Acting so retarded and all. I really feel like fucking her right in her face sometimes. I fucking cannot wait to start working and earning my own money. I don’t want be taking money from her all the time. I want to be away and out of this fucking place. Seriously, she is getting on my nerves so badly that i really wish i can move out. But still, she’s my mom and i love her. I got so pissed just now i shouted at her saying, “are you crazy or nuts? i think you’re both okay?!” Okay, i know i can be a little mean at times.

All these getting-a-job luck isn’t with me man, seriously. Everytime when i think i got a job, they’ll ask me to wait either for a interview or for the job to start. So i wait, weeks later, they start telling they do not need people anymore. -.-” Happened 3 times. Am i unlucky or what?

I don’t care, in future, i’m going to be a taitai and marry a rich guy!

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One conversation between me and baby,

Me: So when you start earning alot of money, can i stay home and be a taitai?

Baby: Cannot, you must help to work so we got enough money to buy a big house.

Me: Than when we earn enough to buy a big house, can i stay home now and be a taitai?!

Baby: erm… okay la. can la.

haha, that’s how much he dotes on me now.

I realised it’s very hard for people to catch me online although i’m like 24 hours online. Haha. Everyday, i sleep, i wake up and goes out. I’m hardly at my computer. And my hp’s a litle siaosiao too. Sometimes, when people call, they can’t get through or when they sms me, i cannot receive the message. -.-”

ANYWAY, Guess what is this!?

The other day when i had a craving for Frog’s leg porridge, ahlam brought me to geylang to have it. We were super full and i started playing with my food.

I know it looks a little disgusting. :/ So watery and.. LOL. But it’s a nice heart k!

This is ahlam’s. Much nicer than mine though. ):

(:

So, yesterday, i met up with Jasmine and went St james with a couple of her friends. We went into Dragonfly and the bouncer actually checked for my IC(SAYWTF). Whereas, when Jasmine went in, she just walked right through them. She’s only 17 by the way. -.-” That’s how unfair life can get. ):

I cannot stand dragonfly. It’s like liveband. -.-” Whoa. So we went over to powerhouse. It’s not any better though. But some of the girls were really hot. :X As usual, i always go to club and imitate the way people dance. So in the beginning, we were having a hell lots of fun until my message came in. It dampened my mood. ):

Decided that i can no longer stand staying in that place, i went over to Mos! Ky and his friends was there too and i borrowed my IC to let Jasmine get in! I don’t know why or how, but the bouncer just let her straight through. Do we really look alike? Or was it because the bouncer was blind? Lol.

But whatever, we went into smoove and it was flooded with people(as usual). We managed to squeeze ourselves in and secure a spot until we met Jasmine’s cousin’s friend. OH YA, there’s this group of super sick guys came sticking their.. onto me and jasmine. I kept pulling his hands away but he wouldn’t stop. Thank goodness Ky came in and pull me away. For a minute, i thought he was going to whack the guy up. First time seeing him like that. HAHA. Jeryl was worst, the first thing he saw Jasmine, he said, “Song hor?” -.-”

There’s this guy, who keeps talking to me and jasmine, asking us where we’re from, where were studying at and all. Jasmine was too lazy to be bothered with him she just turned her back towards him. And half of the time, he was like talking to himself. So many weirdos in club.

Boat quay after club to finish off the balance ky had at Raining and then, home!

I just woke up and i’m still feeling super tired. Gonna have a nap now! Nighty nighty!

OH YA. Yesterday, when i was going home. i saw gregory! Guess what! He’s living one storey below me! O.O!

Sometimes, it made me feel a little useless just by thinking that i’m unable to give Baby enough to help him tide over this period of time. Sucha lousy gf.

Anyway, anyone got job lobangs?! I need to work!

Cousin left to Aust already. Aww, i miss fei mei. ):

I’m having rashes. And it’s pissing me off. I can’t scratch it in case there’s scars! ): SO ITCHY!

I wanna eat frog’s leg porridge again. ):

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I’ll miss you dookie. ): Byebye.

Yesterday, i went down to Baby’s work place cause his manager requested to meet me. I took my pulse there too. Very cool! Haha. I was told that i’ve got bad digestive system, gets giddy easily, low blood pressure and am a night person. Lol.

I hope baby succeed and if he wants to, i got to help him to fulfil it. (: Because he told me that if he do, he wish that i’ll be the one that he can share it with. So heart warming to hear it from him.

I’m going to boat quay again later.

Sometimes, i really need a friend who just sits there, listen to me and tell me how they feel after i finish telling them the shit that happened to me. No someone who cuts in and tell me how dumb i was. I know i’m stupid, but please understand the shit i’m going through at that point of time.

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I really want to support you, to help you succeed. But i can’t help but to think that you’re just using me to gain what you wanted.

You only realised and notice someone more after they left you. So do i have to leave for you to give me that little bit of attention?

I haven’t been hitting the club for so long. Boat quay is getting boring. ):

I was told that the boss isn’t hiring anybody already. ): After 2 weeks than i got to know of it. ): Damn sad.

I’m so tired but i’m meeting cousin for shopping later at 1.30pm. Got to go aunt’s house after shopping and boat quay at night. ):

2 days ago, i accompanied Ky to his friend’s place to gamble and he lost like $60. How can that be man, i’m supposed to bring luck. ): Sorry 0.5. )’: We went Boat quay again. =.=

Yesterday, i went to eat my Frog’s leg porridge with Ky cause he came to aljunied to look for me. Yummy.

I know i haven’t been blogging much but i’ve got nothing to blog about. Sorry okay!

I miss you baby. ):